why cant i forget memories closed eyes

still i don’t try so hard to focus

how one is better then two

its a lonely number seeking companionship

i want pairs, still not ready

those shoes not fit

i cant walk in them yet


still i see pairs, seem they don’t have my size

single glass slipper, who hold the other one

close my eyes see you crooked smile with teeth to match

why cant i forget

bang my head on walls short term memory loss

out of sight out of mind, i am losing it

sparks fizzled no one like you

close but no cigar, smoke


still sitting in regret, stumbling on what ifs

I fall into the maybe, You are all i see

consequence is that phone call

Pandora’s box is open, Hope escapes